This is Therapy
I'm Rin, I'm a seller from the midwest, I'm 23, I'm a mom, and I'm a trauma survivor. As with many women (and I'm sure a few on this site), my past trauma caused me to shy away from my body and from sex. Of course, I see a regular therapist and take my medications, but Scented Pansy has truly done something for my self-confidence!
I'm a much more sex-positive person now! I know what I want and don't want, I know what I'm worth. For once in so long I KNOW I'm worth so much more than I ever thought! This has truly been an eye-opening experience beyond any in-person meeting I've had.
The feelings of capability and control flow through me when I sign in I take control of my life and my body, and how I use it. I take control of who I'll be talking to and what content I'll be making. It's self-control I've never before experienced.
When I first began, talking to buyers was pretty nerve-wracking and sometimes scary. With time though, I slowly worked myself into a groove I was comfortable with, slowly edging outside of my safety bubble. Now I pride myself on doing some of the strangest requests you could think of!
If you asked me three months ago if I would ever be confident enough to do a fully nude photoshoot I would have laughed. Today, I made a full nude video, not just pictures with filters that made me feel pretty. An unfiltered, uncut, raw video of my divine nudity.
It felt great. It felt like progress.