How selling used panties broke me from the chains of my past
Selling used panties broke me from the chains of my past!
All throughout my life I have been dominated by men.
When I was 13, my parents gave me away to a man who used me.
When I was 19, I got married to whom I thought was the love of my life but he abused me as well, in any way you could imagine.
I had his baby at 20 and another at 21. In my head I was confined to the conditioning that I was unworthy and nothing.
At the age of 25 I married again this time there was no physical abuse or sexual abuse but he only saw me as barefoot and pregnant while he went out and conquered his dreams.
So life goes on.
In 2015, at the age 44, I found Scented Pansy.
I started with high hopes thinking I was pretty, sexy, and men would adore me. With those thoughts, I set myself up for failure. When i wasn't selling, I automatically thought perhaps all those men were right - I am unworthy. So I stopped selling and became a hermit.
I met my boyfriend, moved to cali, and started really looking at myself. Who are you and why have you allowed so many to condition you!
So I joined Scented Pansy again and this time I took control of me and who I am.
For the first time in my life I felt wanted, needed, and adored.
I absolutely love the pleasure and happiness I bring to men. When I read the email that tells me of an amazing cumming experience and it's followed up by a picture, that pleases me!
From the moment I put on those panties the only thought in my mind is this has to be perfect, this has to be the way he desires. Nothing else matters!
I am both submissive and dominant. Submissive in my head & dominant in my bed.
I am a goddess. One who is wanted, needed, and desired. Be it on Scented Pansy for my time, pictures, videos, panties, socks etc etc.
At home cooking dinner, wearing your panties, my life serves a purpose and that purpose is to bring joy to the life of others by doing what I enjoy!